The giant step of love.

Every thing seems to happen to me. I will tell you guys from the beginning the first time I met a girl I was in love….well not actually love but a very deep crush. The second time I met another girl I was in the same state I was before but this time I just can’t understand it was a few days ago I met the girl that has brought light to my sleep and hell to my day.

Don’t understand? Hehehehe……so let’s start!!!

It was the day of (I forgot) 2007 my mom went to the airport to welcome the family that is going to stay in our house for a couple of days. Well it is more than a family to me it looks like the German army that is ready for the third world war.

There were about 8 kids 2 couples and 2 beautiful girls and the girl with the sweet smile has made me wonder why do I exist in this world? , what is the purpose of living? , what feels like to be in love? And what it feels like to be love by another girl.

From the first time when I heard of love I thought that is something stupid which has no meaning. I thought love is something that happens only in movies especially the Indian movies. But I was wrong because I have fell to the trap of love and I can’t sleep in the night because I’m having dreams of her and at the daytime I always daydream of her. What a pain in the ass:@

Well let’s talk about this special girl of mine. She has a sweet smile like Angelina jolly, eyes that are always sparkling and lips like sweet roses and every time I look at her she smile’s at me but a very mysterious smile she is just a total mystery to and the most peculiar thing is when I always see her I get really shy I’m guy who is not shy to face or talk to women but this time is different I was the one who is too shy to talk to her when I see her I always hide and she started to laugh.

Well things happen like this for a couple of days and the departure has arrived for my dreamy girl to go it was one of the saddest and the most terrible moments of my life I didn’t have the guts to say goodbye or even shake her hand. But one thing is for sure I will never ever forget her.

It was 2 months after my dreamy girl has gone and I am still having dreams about that sweet smile of her. I wonder….I wonder will I ever see her again and when I see her I hope that I have the guts to express my feelings for her. But one thing is for sure I will never ever forget her for she the girl who has help me take a giant step of life and that is THE STEP OF LOVE.